We're Here, So We Might As Well Do Something

Going on a random, last minute road trip with my mom to South Carolina tomorrow because my aunts and uncles are incompetent jerks who don’t know how to do anything. Woohoo. At least I get to drive my new car.

I’ve had 2 glasses of wine and I just wanna go to sleep. Not write my 2nd paper of the day.

So, I never go on Facebook, and I went on it today and on my timeline saw my old crush who also goes to the same college as me but we haven’t talked in like 3 years but he’s still really hot and nice and likeable ohmygod I mean why why WHY aren’t your old crushes supposed to get ugly over time or something?! And he’s not even douchy so I can’t hold it against him. He’s still with his gf though so there’s no hope there but still it makes me feel like that awkward 17 year old that I used to be and just NO.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.

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I’m constantly torn between the ‘be kind to everyone’ and the ‘fuck everyone you owe them nothing’ mentalities 

Coming to terms that in 11 days I’ll actually be a grownup with a college degree is un-fuck-ing real.

I need to vent. And drink. Like right now. Right. Fucking. Now. 

Seriously having a shitty day and feeling extra anxious. I wish it was Friday afternoon already so I could just go to group.